Saturday, September 19, 2020
The Stone God Cannot Lift
Tuesday, September 15, 2020
Crabb’s Model of Christian Psychology by Tim Chambers
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Crabb’s Model of Christian Psychology
By: Tim Chambers (email: teddycham97@gmail.com)
September 2020
(A) Introduction: If the Bible is a reliable source of truth, then this would carry some intriguing consequences for our understanding of human psychology. As a sample, consider the following verses:
· Jeremiah 17:9-10: “The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked: who can know it? I the LORD search the heart, I try the reins, even to give every man according to his ways, and according to the fruit of his doings.”
· 2 Corinthians 5:17: “Therefore if any man [be] in Christ, [he is] a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.”
· Ephesians 4:22-24: “That ye put off concerning the former conversation the old man, which is corrupt according to the deceitful lusts; And be renewed in the spirit of your mind; And that ye put on the new man, which after God is created in righteousness and true holiness.”
· Romans 12:2 “And be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God.”
· Philippians 4:6-7: “Be careful for nothing; but in every thing by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known unto God. And the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.”
· Romans 7:22-23: “For I delight in the law of God after the inward man: But I see another law in my members, warring against the law of my mind, and bringing me into captivity to the law of sin which is in my member.”.
· John 8:34: “Jesus answered them, Verily, verily, I say unto you, Whosoever committeth sin is the servant of sin.”
What functional model of human psychology could validate such verses? This essay sketches and examines one such model, proposed by Christian counselor Lawrence J. Crabb, Jr., (Crabb 1977). Along the way, we’ll see how Crabb’s model offers psychological accounts of the above verses. We then conclude this essay with some questions and closing remarks.
(B) Crabb’s Model:
(1) Non-Materialism: Unsurprisingly, Crabb’s Christian view of the mind includes a commitment to a non-physical aspect of the mind’s functioning: “I am not what is called a physicalistic reductionist…Emotion is more than glandular functioning. Thinking is more than neurobiological activity in the brain…I do not believe that how we think, act, and feel as persons can be explained completely in terms of physical correlations” (87). This gives rise to a number of predictable philosophical questions—How does the mind’s non-physical part cause changes in the brain’s physical parts? Is Crabb likewise a non-materialist concerning animal minds?—which we’ll leave alone. Our main concern is with Crabb’s “flow chart”-anatomy of the mind and its functional workings.
(2) Anatomy of the Mind and Functional Model: Crabb’s model consists of five main parts, which interact to give rise to human thought, behavior, and emotion—and, more specifically, can be used to give psychological content to some of the Bible-verses, above:
(a) The Conscious Mind: Crabb describes the activities of the conscious mind as involving “talk[ing] to ourselves in sentences,” including the making of “evaluations” of “external events” (88-89).[1] Notably, “evaluations” include moral judgments (90).
This ability of the conscious mind to evaluate “external events” has emotional significance, since Crabb (following, for instance, (Ellis 2009: 479-526)) claims that “events do not control my feelings. My mental evaluation of events (the sentences I tell myself)…affect how I feel” (89).
One clarification: Thought Crabb speaks of the “conscious mind,” this doesn’t entail that we’re always aware of the goings-on in the conscious mind: “I may not always notice the sentences I am telling myself, but I am responding in verbal form, nevertheless (89); rather, events in the conscious mind are “conscious” in the subjunctive sense that, “if I paid attention to my mind, I could observe what sentences I am using to evaluate this event” (89).
(b) The Unconscious Mind: Intriguingly, Crabb (“tentatively”) suggests that the unconscious mind can be modeled on a careful reading of the Greek word, phromena. On this understanding, the unconscious mind is described as “a part of personality which develops and holds on to deep, reflective assumptions” (91), or, more specifically: “the unconscious part of mental functioning [is] the reservoir of basic assumptions which people firmly and emotionally hold about how to meet their needs of significance and security” (91, emphasis in original). These “basic assumptions,” Crabb avers, are best identified as “attitudes…[which] have affective (emotional) as well as cognitive components” (95).
On Crabb’s view, these “basic assumptions” are not neutral in character: “Each of us,” he posits, “has been programmed [by the “unbelieving world”[2]] to believe that happiness, worth, joy—all the good things of life—depend on something other than God…[and that] we can…achieve true personal worth and social harmony without kneeling first at the cross of Christ…[and that] something other than God offers personal reality and fulfillment” (91-92).
As noted before, Crabb’s model echoes Albert Ellis’s “ABC model” in that Crabb locates a number of dysfunctional assumptions in the unconscious mind, for instance (93):
· “I must be a financial success in order to be significant.”
· “I must not be criticized if I am to be secure.”
· “Others must recognize my abilities if I am to be significant.”
Owing to such unhealthy assumptions, Crabb adds, “it is no wonder that many people are anxious, guilty, or resentful” (93).
Yet while these implicit assumptions guide much of human behavior, they are “unconscious” in a striking sense: bringing these assumptions to conscious light requires supernatural intervention:
Scripture teaches that we are masters of self-deception and that we require supernatural help to see ourselves as we really are (Jer. 17:9-10)[3]” (95). Honest and accurate exploration of the inner chambers of one’s personal being is the special prerogative of God. Christian counseling at this point depends critically upon the enlightening work of the Holy Spirit. Without His assistance, no one will perceive or accept the truth about his self-centered and wrong approach to life (95).
(c) Basic Direction (“Heart”): By “heart,” Crabb doesn’t seem to have in mind any particular part of human personality, but rather orientation of “the human personality as a whole” (97). Specifically, Crabb’s idea of “heart” seems to be a kind of center-of-gravity of the human “rationality, moral judgment, emotions, [and] will” (97).
The “heart,” under Crabb’s understanding, has one of two orientations: self-centered and God-centered; it “represents a person’s fundamental intentions: for whom or what do I choose to live?” Do I “live for self or live for God”? The former orientation, “which we all naturally do,” means that you “are left to yourself … in meeting your personal needs.” On the other hand, if “your basic intention is, by God’s grace, to put Christ first and serve Him…, then you can reject all of the world’s ideas on how to become worthwhile…and you can start filling your conscious mind with the truths of Scripture” (97-98). For an illustration of this difference, contrast the two pictures in Figure 1, below, on page 12. Note, too, that this offers an interpretation for the oft-quoted Bible-verse 2 Corinthians 5:17: “Therefore if any man [be] in Christ, [he is] a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new,” and the imperative to “put on the new man” in the 4th chapter of Ephesians.
This, then, is Crabb’s view of the psychological difference between non-Christians and “saved” Christians. The Christian, on this view, is that the Christian has “two sources of input into the conscious mind: what Satan says through the world to our unconscious mind and what God says through the Bible to our conscious mind” (97). As a result, the Christian is often conscious of two ways to make a moral decision: one self-serving (the result of world-inculcated selfish attitudes in the unconscious), the other God-serving (the result of conscious study of the Bible). (And Christians, as per Romans 12:2, are to opt against the selfish, “worldly,” choice by “renewing one’s mind” with Scripture.) Non-Christians, however, lack the latter, Biblical, source of guidance; thus, the non-Christian, on Crabb’s view, lives only to serve himself and “[a]ll [his] components…work together…toward the sinful goal of self-exaltation” (97).
(d) Will: Crabb’s understanding of the will is familiar: it is the “capacity for choosing how to behave” (100). The behavior-options available to the will are, in turn, “restricted by the limits of his rational understanding” (100)—i.e., the truths believed by the conscious mind, plus the attitude engendered by the unconscious mind. Of course, these two sources can often be expected to conflict in the (Bible-immersed) Christian, on Crabb’s model. Suppose, for instance, a Christian is gratuitously insulted by a passer-by. The Christian’s “selfish” unconscious can be expected to kick up a desire to retaliate for the insult. But, thanks to the Christian’s Bible-immersion, her conscious mind also calls up a Biblical response to the situation: “But I say unto you, That ye resist not evil: but whosoever shall smite thee on thy right cheek, turn to him the other also” (Matt. 5:39). Needless to say, the Christian, despite her Biblical immersion, might find it difficult to overrule her unconscious selfish attitude, and forbear from retaliating: “It often involves teeth-gritting effort to choose to behave as we should” (101).
(e) Emotions: But of course, people aren’t like the “purely logical” Vulcans found on Star Trek. We are creature with emotions and feelings, and no psychological model can be complete without accounting for them and their causal role in our psychological lives.
On Crabb’s model, emotions have two main functions. First, following Albert Ellis, Crabb views emotions to be caused by (our conscious and unconscious evaluations of) events—recall §§(a)-(b), above. The second function of emotions is that they motivate behavior—as when we act vengefully out of a feeling of resentment, or act charitably out of a feeling of compassion.
Crabb also hastens to clarify the roles of negative emotions in the Christian life. “Christianity was never intending to be one laugh after another,” Crabb declare, “[w]e all feel bad sometimes. And all ‘bad’ feeling are not morally bad” (103). To the contrary: a feeling is sinful, on Crabb’s view, only if it is “mutually exclusive with compassion” (103). Thus, the emotions of depression, crippling guilt, resentment and anxiety are “sinful,” since in their leading to self-absorption, they crowd out a feeling of compassion for others—and motivate sinful behavior (104-105). On the other hand, anguish, “constructive sorrow,” anger, “motivated discontent,” and sorrow are not sinful—since they can motivate virtuous behavior such as (respectively) soul-searching, changing one’s behavior, rebuking sin (as when Jesus expelled the moneychangers from the Temple (Matthew 21:12-17)), changing intolerable circumstances, or forward-planning (104-105).
Pictures help, so we can see how Crabb’s psychological portraits of the non-believer and the Christian believer are contrasted at Figure 1, below.
(C) Questions and Concluding Remarks:
As we’ve seen, Crabb’s model is well-organized, elegant and allows for psychological interpretations of various Biblical statements involving human psychology. And yet, Crabb’s model suggests some questions. We turn to them now, followed by some concluding remarks.
(1) Questions:
(a) Re: The Conscious Mind:
(Q1) Crabb describes the contents of the conscious mind as “sentences” or “propositions.” But it appears there are ample non-linguistic contents of our streams-of-consciousness. For instance, I might entertain an image of Charlie Chaplin’s slipping on a banana peel. (Indeed, even Crabb points out that the “‘real you’ involves…an imagination capable of scheming hideous sins” (55).) Isn’t this an event in the conscious mind? Or is mental imagery handled by a different (and unnamed?) mental faculty? And what are we to say about pre-linguistic infants or non-linguistic animals?
(b) Re: The Unconscious Mind:
(Q2) Crabb claims that Satan uses “the world” to inculcate self-centered “false programming” concerning our needs and how to meet them. But is the world’s “programming” so bleak? Children are routinely taught (at home and at school) the importance of helping others altruistically (see, e.g., the perennial bestselling book, Shel Silverstein’s The Giving Tree). Why isn’t this “positive” programming accounted for in Crabb’s model?
(Q3) Many children are taught the importance of God—whether this Deity is called “Jehovah,” “Allah,” or “HaShem”. Why doesn’t Crabb’s model acknowledge non-Christian faith-systems which have theistic content?
(Q4) Crabb claims that, “Apart from God’s sovereign work, people ultimately are out for themselves” (97). This view is well-known in the philosophical literature as psychological egoism. Moreover, there are abundant arguments which show that psychological egoism, while superficially plausible, is ultimately a false characterization of human motivations (see, for a primer, Feinberg 1999).
(Q5) Is Crabb’s psychological egoism borne out by empirical evidence? Why aren’t people’s altruistic(-seeming) responses to natural disasters (for instance) evidence against psychological egoism?
(Q6) Crabb distinguishes the Christian from the Non-Believer as one who (i) “loses oneself in Christ” and (ii) avails oneself of “what God says through the Bible to our conscious mind” (99). Couldn’t this process also be achieved by, for example, losing oneself in Allah and availing oneself of what Allah says through the Quran to the conscious mind? If not, why not?
(Q7) How is the conscience to be understood on Crabb’s model?
(d) Re: The Will:
(Q8) By Crabb’s model, an unbeliever’s rejection of Christianity isn’t a result of a “weak will”; rather, “the problem with an unsaved person is not his inability to choose God…but [rather] his darkened understanding [i.e.(?) the conscious and unconscious mind] will bnot allow his will to make that choice. He does not need a strengthened will, he needs and enlightened mind, and that is the work of the Holy Spirit” (100-101). But if the will is not “allowed” to choose Christianity by “the understanding” (save a supernatural intervention by the Holy Spirit), in what sense does a non-believer freely choose his non-belief? In what sense is an atheist morally responsible for his belief, if he couldn’t have chosen otherwise (save a supernatural intervention by the Holy Spirit)? .
(e) Emotions:
(Q9) In what sense are depression and anxiety “sinful” emotions, as Crabb terms them? Something is “sinful” only if someone is morally responsible for that emotion. Yet medical science recognizes types of depression and anxiety which are not a “choice” by the sufferer, but rather symptoms of a neurological condition (insufficient serotonin levels, for instance). How does Crabb’s model account for advances in psychopharmacology, which shows that various emotions are products of neurochemistry, rather than the volitional products of a person’s psychodynamics?
(Q10) Crabb suggests that the emotions are effects of evaluations by the conscious mind and/or attitudes of the unconscious mind. But isn’t it evident that emotions can cause events in the mind, as well? Is a person suffering from clinical depression because of their pessimistic thoughts? Isn’t the contemporary neurological explanation for clinical depression that a person’s pessimistic thoughts are caused by a depressed mood (which, in turn, is caused by an imbalance in neurochemicals (e.g., serotonin))?
(f) General Questions:
(Q11) Obviously, non-believers have occasion to read the Bible. How does a non-believer’s exposure to the Bible differ from that of a believer’s, on Crabb’s model? Is this because of factors that are present in the Believer’s mind, yet absent in the non-believer? Or vice-versa? Or both? Would such differences be observable in a brain-imaging scan (such as an fMRI)?
(Q12) What differences between Crabb’s model and non-theistic models might be amenable to experimental tests (if any)?
(Q13) Many models of human moral development don’t distinguish between a person’s religious affiliations (see, e.g., Lawrence Kohlberg’s). Yet Crabb seems to suggest that non-Christians’ moral development is “arrested” at an egocentric, self-centered stage. How would the defender of Crabb’s model respond to discrepancies between non-religious theories of moral development and Crabb’s model?
(2) Concluding Remarks: Crabb’s model gives rise to a number of thought-provoking questions. Some of these questions appear to cause no trouble for the Crabb model; a refurbishment or clarification might address them sufficiently. Other questions, though, seem to present significant challenges to Crabb’s model, concerning the topics of child development (questions (1) and (2)), human altruism (questions (4) and (5)), and neurobiology and psychopharmacology (questions (9) and (10)). So Crabb’s model may call for adjustment and amendment—but, at the very least, it prompts a number of illuminating questions. If Crabb has made mistakes, I aver that they are certainly interesting mistakes.
Figure 1: Diagram of Crabb’s Functional Portrait of the Mind
for the Christian and Non-Christian, respectively (106-107)
Works Cited
Lawrence J. Crabb, Jr., Effective Biblical Counseling: A Model for Helping Caring Christians Become Capable Counselors (Grand Rapids, MI: Zondervan, 1977).
Albert Ellis, Mike Abrams and Lidia D. Abrams, Personality Theories: Critical Perspectives (Los Angeles, CT: Sage, 2009).
Joel Feinberg, “Psychological Egoism,” in: Joel Feinberg and Russ Shafer-Landau (eds), Reason and Responsibility: 10th Edition (Belmont, CA: Wadsworth, 1999).
Shel Silverstein, The Giving Tree (New York, NY: Harper & Row, 1964).
[1]Though Crabb emphasizes “external events” in the world, his model seems able to also account for evaluations of events “internal” to the mind—i.e., evaluations of my own thoughts and feelings. For instance, while I might not actually tell off my boss, I might mentally entertain (imagine) doing so, judge such a confrontational thought as “shameful,” and feel pangs of remorse.
[2] Crabb doesn’t speak of any of these “basic assumptions” in the unconscious mind as inborn or innate. I can’t help but wonder how this view (which seems reminiscent of Skinnerian behaviorism) squares with contemporary understandings of Developmental Psychology—especially children’s linguistic and moral development.
[3] “The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked: who can know it? I the LORD search the heart, I try the reins, even to give every man according to his ways, and according to the fruit of his doings.”
Monday, July 20, 2020
The Meaning of Life: A Teenager's View
I couldn't help feeling that I should have accomplished something by now.
It didn't need to be big. But it needed to be something that I did with no
help from anyone else, some idea that was totally my own. I knew I was
headed for anonymity the year after I graduated. I would find a job
somewhere and ease into a quiet life, maybe get married and have a few
kids. I was headed that way, but something inside me wanted to stop the
motion I needed to have my moment of glory, and after that maybe the
whole business of life would start to make sense. As it stood now, it
seemed like stupid little traditions that everyone went through without
ever asking why. I wanted to ask why. I wanted some answers.
--Barbara Hall, Skeeball and the Secret of the Universe (1987), page 24.
Sunday, July 19, 2020
The Meaning of Faith
Oh, baby, everybody thinks that faith is this big rush of something that goes
through you like a big orgasm. It ain't that, honey! Naw! Faith is when you
don't feel anything inside, just emptiness and hollowness, but you go on and
whisper up a little something to the Lord. Talking to God when you don't feel
anything at all, that's faith. Believing when you don't even feel like you
believe in anything. That's when God knows that you love and believe in Him
the most, for sure.
--Jane Holleman, Killer Gorgeous (1997), page 191.
Sunday, June 28, 2020
What is a Higher Power?
In some ways, "Higher Power" is a potentially misleading expression. If all this means is that there is some "power" that's "stronger than me," it's easy to name a "Higher Power." For instance, the force of gravity is a power stronger than me. But will this stronger power fit the therapeutic, spiritual role which a "Higher Power" is supposed to play in 12-Step recovery? Of course not--plenty of physicists are alcoholics, despite their acknowledgement that gravity (or electricity or the Higgs boson) is a power "greater [stronger] than themselves."
So, what did the founders of AA mean by a "Higher Power"? Well, the founders of AA were also focused Bible-readers. And, lo and behold, we find the phrase "higher power" in the New Testament book of Romans (13:1-2, KJV):
The context makes the idea of a "Higher Power" clear: When we choose a Higher Power, this isn't just admitting that there are impersonal forces stronger than us. Rather, we're choosing an authority whose directions we will willingly obey.
Seen this way, belief in a Higher Power (Step 2) and "turning our will and lives over to" that Higher Power (Step 3) become specific--and serious. A "Higher Power" is, simply, a being we acknowledge as having the right to command our obedience.
This word, "right," deserves a bit of attention. There are plenty of times when people command our obedience merely out of might (force). We obey an armed mugger, for instance, not because he has a right to our money--but only because he has the might to cause us harm if we don't obey.
So, in sum, a "Higher Power" isn't just a stronger, or larger, power. It's a higher authority to which we concede the right to command our obedience. As I understand it, this is what it means to "surrender our will" to a Higher Power.
Thursday, June 25, 2020
How do we glorify God? A Definition
"We often use the words 'glorify,' 'glory,' 'glorious' without stopping to define them clearly.
I am indebted to my father for the suggestion that to glorify God is to reveal His essential
Being. "Father, the hour is come; glorify [reveal] thy Son, that thy Son also may glorify
[reveal] thee" (John 17:1). I glorify God as I reveal Him by walking as He walked" (page 30).
Thursday, May 7, 2020
Matthew 6:2-3 IRL
Wednesday, May 6, 2020
Deconverts: Why Do People "Deconvert"?
- 1. Parents: "when only one parent is religious and the other one is lukewarm or an outright nonbeliever, the likelihood of apostasy for the children of such a couple is increased" (page 153)
- 2. Education: "Many of the men and women I talked to found that going to college made them look at the world diff erently, forced them to ask questions that they had never wanted or even thought to ask, and caused them to scrutinize their own values and beliefs" (page 154)
- 3. Misfortune: "For some people, when they experience loss or pain in their lives, it leads them to question God’s goodness, even God’s existence" (pages 154-155)
- 4. Other Cultures, Other Religions: "For some people, it is moving to a new country and being exposed to new ways of life that makes them question their beliefs. For others, it is experiencing or becoming acquainted. with other religions. For still others, it is simply taking a class in which they learn about other religions, other cultures. But the underlying dynamic is always the same: experiencing, witnessing, or learning about other people who do things diff erently, believe diff erent things, and/or hold diff erent outlooks on life can stir up a process of critical self-refl ection that can be potentially corrosive to one’s long-held religious convictions" (page 156)
- 5. Friends, Colleagues, Lovers: "If it isn’t our parents that aff ect and infl uence us, then it is other people who are closest to us" (page 156)
- 6. Politics: "Many religious people who support gay marriage, oppose the war in Iraq, support protecting the environment, fear the likes of Sarah Palin, or simply identify as vegetarians are apt to feel some confl ict with what they are hearing at church or around their family’s dinner table" (page 159)
- 7. Sex: "There were basically three key ways in which issues of sex and sexuality were contributing factors in many people’s rejection of religion:
- [(a)] The first had to do with desire. Some people, as they hit their teenage years or early twenties, found themselves wanting to have sex. But this desire was flatly condemned by their religion....
- [(b)] A second way in which sex can contribute toward apostasy has to do with guilt. Many religions spend a lot of time and energy making their adherents feel shame and guilt about sexual urges and desires. Sex becomes heavily associated with sin, uncleanliness, and moral depravity....This emotional linkage of healthy sexual desire/experience. with guilt/shame can leave a bitter taste in some people’s mouths. They came to resent what they had been taught, and the way it made them feel. Some distanced themselves from religion....
- [(c)] Finally, there is the matter of homosexuality. There is simply no question that being gay or lesbian can strongly contribute toward someone’s apostasy. Gays and lesbians learn early on that their sexual identity is unwelcome, unacceptable, and downright unholy. So many leave—and they go on to embrace secular values and secular worldviews that confi rm and celebrate who they are, rather than deny and deride" (pages 159-161)
- 8. Satan and Hell: "Many of the people I interviewed, particularly those who had been raised in conservative Protestant denominations or strongly Catholic households, had been taught to fear Satan and hell. And they did. And this fear remained an ugly, damaging, disturbing element of their lives for many years. As they got older, they began to resent it, hate it, and eventually question it" (page 162)
- 9. Hypocrisy/Malfeasance of Religious Associates: "Most religious people, at one time or another, come into contact with unsavory people who should not, given their outward religiosity and ostensibly piety, be so unsavory. Perhaps it is one of their fellow congregants. Or maybe it is their priest, pastor, or minister. For many of the men and women whom I interviewed, their withdrawal from religion was spurred in large part by religious people that they knew, or knew of, who acted in such a way as to create feelings of unease, disappointment, or repugnance" (page 162)
Tuesday, May 5, 2020
What Is The Sinner's Prayer?
What Is The Sinner's Prayer?
The Sinner's Prayer refers to a prayer often recited by new Christian converts. The prayer is a kind of gateway, marking the moment a person 1) confesses their sinfulness, 2) calls on Christ as their Savior from sin, 3) acknowledges that Christ died for that person's sins (and was resurrected), and often 4) invites Jesus to enter the new Christian's heart.
A few more introductory background remarks, compliments of Wikipedia:
- Sinner: "I am a sinner..."
- Deity: "You are [the Son of] Godj..."
- Sacrifice: "You died for my sins [on the cross]..."
- Resurrection: "You were raised from the dead [three days later]..."
- Repentance: "I repent of my sins..."
- Invitation: "Come into my heart..."
- Eternal Life: "Grant me eternal life [in Heaven]..."
Example One: Dear Lord Jesus, I know that I am a sinner, and I ask for Your forgiveness. I believe You died for my sins and rose from the dead. I turn from my sins and invite You to come into my heart and life. I want to trust and follow You as my Lord and Savior. In Your Name. Amen.
Lastly, here's a detailed 133-word Sinner's Prayer (the St. Paul Street Evangelization version):
Example Three: God our Father, I believe that out of Your infinite love You have created me. In a thousand ways I have shunned Your love. I repent of each and every one of my sins. Please forgive me. Thank You for sending Your Son to die for me, to save me from eternal death. I choose this day to enter into (renew my) covenant with You and to place Jesus at the center of my heart. I surrender to Him as Lord over my whole life. I ask You now to flood my soul with the gift of the Holy Spirit so that my life may be transformed. Give me the grace and courage to live as a disciple in Your Church for the rest of my days. In Jesus name I pray Amen.
10. Holy Spirit: "Let the Holy Spirit enter my heart..."